Patience.........I don't have any!

I thought that the older I got, the more patient I would become. I think age has actually had the opposite effect on me. I can already tell that I am going to be one of those grouchy old ladies that hits people with her cane. *Giggle* I am dealing with so many changes at once right now, I am ready to go "postal". Okay, so I am actually only dealing with two changes, but it seems like a lot more. Of course, we have our life long change of our little Ganny Boy. He has been so good, but I cannot adjust to not getting enough sleep. Sheesh!! Chris is getting up just as much as I am, if not more, so I really need to shut-up about it.........but I can't!

Change #2 is so much different! As I have mentioned before, my niece Andrea decided that her education was more important than working with me. Loser! So we hired a new receptionist during the time that I was home healing my body. Kim and I thought that we had made such a good choice. She was here her first week without me (with Kim and Andrea) and this week she is here ALONE with me. Very interesting!!! I keep telling myself every five minutes that I need to be more patient, she's learning. BUT SHE'S NOT LEARNING!! Ahhhhhhhh! Every movement is sooooooooooo slllllllowwwww! I don't know what frustrates me more. The fact that everything is so screwed up or the fact that WE screwed up by deciding on her. I sound like such a beotch right now, I know. I need to cut her some slack and give it more time. I know, I know, I know! I need a huge attitude adjustment fast! Does anybody else remember those old "Calgon" bubble bath commercials? The whole "Calgon, take me away" saying as the lady is sitting in a bubble bath? That stupid commercial keeps coming into my head while I try to *destressify* myself. (I know that's not a real word, but it should be) I am so retarded!! Or to be more PC, I am so mentally challenged!